AKWARD!!!!!!!!

so, in my last post i was talking about my awesome class, so you already know that i had my first meeting of CWS yesterday (k i wrote this post a long time ago n then just never put it on my blog, so this is rather old :P)

So, in our classes we had to make up rules for the classes. And a lot of the time when we where supposed to be making rules was spent in Akward silence.

Now, with my friends, this is OK, because it gives me a chance to break them by laughing manically, thus making everyone burst out into laughter, effectively destroying any awkward vibrations in the air.

But, my problem is that with my friends, there is almost never an Akward silence!!! 
Someone is always filling it, with songs, smileys, random chatter, and our favorite, random maniac laughter!! :)

But with people i don't know or only slightly know, i don't like to, because I've actually done that before, and everyone just stared at me Akwardly and then the Akward silence went on even longer, which totally defeated the purpose of laughing manically!!! 

LOL!!!!! i just had a random thought....
So say that you are at a sleepover, and everyone else is sleeping, and you randomly wake up and go MWAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!! and wake up eveyone else!!!
that would be really funny, and would probably spark a pillow fight, Expecially at my house because i have a lot of pillows. haha :)

sooo... now that i have gotten you sufficently off-subject, I will end this post and leave you thinking on this random track of thought. Night!!

Another Shakespeare!!!!!! :D

Just a random post to vent my really excited and hyper feelings about my shakespeare class!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah..... SHAKESPEARE WAS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDD

i loved Sis. Keppners presentation... it was soooo cool!!!! she gave her presentation on costumes, and she showed us her awesome notebook full of costumes and stuff :)
her notbook was full of sketches and fabric samples of all the costumes she's made,and they are so cool! and whats really awesome is that she's actually made them!!!! ive drawn lots of pictures, but theres no way that i could ever make them....not only do i not have the mateiral, but i don't know enough to make them :D

so, yeah... i don't really have much to say.... i just wanted to write about how awesome it was :)
can't wait for next week!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Homeschooling in a new notebook

So in my last post i had come to the end of my little blue book (it was small :), and i was sad, mostly because i had to go and get a new book :D
So, today i am writing in a new, not so little yellow book.
And in this not so little yellow book, i will write of my random ramblings (DUH :) And today, of Homeschooling.


Recently on FB my BFFL&E was expressing how excited for CWS to start, and how Awesome homeschooling was.
I feel like doing the same, but i felt some, i don't know, reluctance to post it on FB, because while my BFFL&E only recently started homeschooling this year, and i've been homeschooled all my life. I've never known any different, and while i have been curious to know what public school would be like, i'm not curious enough to want to go :)
And so, while  i do think homeschooling is awesome, i've always thought so, and so it wouldn't be nothing new, and i don't like posting old things. I don't know why, but i don't.
That is why itz so hard for me to write in my journal or on my blog.
Ironicly, i'm doing both at the moment, and have been for the past month.
But still, whenever i start a blog, or write in my journal, i always get bored of it soon and go on to something different.  Then, when i do feel like going back and writing, i feel depressed because i feel like i have to go back and explain my life, and i don't like doing that.
So, i usally just groan and start to do it, and then stop because i'm bored and i don't feel like it, and so i have tons of incompleted projects
HaHa, I meant to say posts, but itz true, i do have quite a few unfinished projects.
A lot of the time i'm cleaning out my closet, my desk, or just my room, and i come accross some of them.
Sometimes i finish them, but most of the time I just toss them back in the box, or in the trash :)


So, now that i have gotten sufficently off-track, lets go back to the Homeschooling issue, shall we.


My only problem is that i cna't really think of anything to say about it.... :P


I do have something to say about a thing i mentioned earlier, though.
CWS.
CWS stands for Common Wealth School, which is basicly a school for homeschooled children that offers a lot of awesome classes. If you want a more detailed description, go and ask my mom, because i don't know :D


So anyway, I just wanted to say how excited i am for the classes to start!!!!!!!!!!
I can't wait for YES (Youth Experiencing Shakespeare ;), and for Sowrd of Freedom, although i'm not all that excited to be simulating being in the army, no matter how much it will help me learn about the Civil War :P


HaHa, so now that i have rambled all my ramblings that are in my head tonight, I will leave you to ponder on my awesome words :D

Shakespeare and Charlie

Shakespeare.
A name pretty much everybody knows, at least faintly.
A man who teaches you about human nature, loves sad endings, and can't talk English.
Funny, because he was English, but true all the same.
Yes, i does get easier to understand after you've read it for a while, but that's the problem. I can't seem to get any farther than the first few chapters, before i get bored. Of course, one of the problems is that they were written as plays, and so they have no description or anything. I don't like that.
But despite all this, i still like Shakespeare.


For some weird reason, thinking of Macbeth got me thinking of wars.
And about how obsessed all the guys i know are about them.
Why is that?!!? What is it that everybody sees in fighting???
I was reminded of my Key of Liberty class (a history class about the revolutionary war and the constitution ;), and how all the boys knew all the details about all the battles fought, and me? i couldn't care less. I knew all the facts about the constitution, and women's suffrage, and other random facts :)
I started to think, why are we always fighting? why do we enjoy all of the terror, the sorrow, the pain that comes with war, from killing people?!?
I agree with Calvin! How does people fighting each other solve the worlds problems??
I just don't get it!!!!!


Somehow all this random rambling led me to think about Charlie, a British youth who makes funny videos on YouTube, and accents.
I don't know why, but i was lying in bed and randomly talking, trying to see if i have an accent.
Oh, i remember! it was because i was thinking about all the enimosity between England and America, and how Charlie was making fun of Americans, and how me and my friends laugh at his english accent. :)


So i started wondering, do Americans have an accent?? Do i??
So, that's how i came to be lying in bed, talking to the ceiling to see if i had an accent :D
Bit funny really.
I still have not decided if i have an accent or not, and i have come to the end of my little blue book.
Now I'm going to have to go get a new one.
Oh, Bother :)

Messed Up Chipmunk

A striped cow with pink polka dots and purple stripes, wearing a 1000 year old knitted sweater that is fire proof and bomb protected, sitting on Mars, waiting for Marvin the Marshin to blow up the earth so that he would have a better veiw of Venus :D
Yep, that sounds like a camping trip with my family!
About twice every year, my family loads up the trailer, hops in the car, and makes the two hour long drive up to Coconino National Forest to camp for a week.
Every time we do, we do a pass along story. We start with a line, then we head around the circle, with everyone adding their part to the story, until at last you get the halarious result :D


Most of the time we have bombs and dynamite and explosive devices in it, because i have a little brother and lots of cousins ;)
And we usually have a squirell or two, though i have no clue why....


Anyways, though my favorite story tonight was the super cow, i also liked the Muntant chipmunk/squirrel (it kept changing with every person :), who went to hawaii with his high powered, turbo rocket roller skates :D


Now, everybodys yelling at me to turn off the lights, sooo.... Good Night!!!! :D

Journal of Random Ramblings

I was looking over all the posts I've written, and marveling at how many there are, and how long they are.
This blog is really good compared to my other one :)
That thought prompted me to go to my other blog and read through those articles.
I came across this one... http://geniuslizzysweirdblog.blogspot.com/2010/05/writing.html, and reading it made me start thinking about my journals, and how often i write in them, compared to this little book. (in case you didn't know, I'm just writing down all my ramblings in a little blue notebook and then writing these blog posts from those ramblings ;)
And so i started thinking, Does this little book count as a journal?
It doesn't look or sound like one of my journals.
In my journals i usually write everything that's happened to me that day, all the people i met, the places i went to, and what i did and saw.
Sometimes i write them in third person, which is always fun, but I'm basically just doing the same thing.


In this book, though, I'm writing my thoughts. This is where i write all of my questions and problems, my Epiphanies, Those special AHA! moments ;)
This is where i write down all of those weird, pondering thoughts. The one's that seem like they can only come to me at night, when I'm tired and want to go to sleep...But itz a good Idea... and i want to write it down so that I'll remember it in the morning. :)


Soooo... Does this little blue book count as a journal? or is it just a strange little book with equally strange thoughts?
That's for you to decide... But me?
I think itz both. ;)

Clean at Last

I am sooooo tired! I just spent the whole day cleaning and organizing - literally :P
My mom woke me up at 7am. We went and got some doughnuts, and then we went and cleaned the chapel.
After that i got home to my very messy room.
Most of the time when i say my room is messy, itz not really. itz just not very clean :D.
But this time, i mean it. My room was MESSY
That was because the night before, i had switched beds with my sister, so that now i have the bunkbed and they have the queen bed. I also moved all the furniture in my room to different places.
The result of all this was stuff all over the floor, and my desk, and, worst of all, a dead cockroach on the top of my desk.
One of my friends adequetly expressed my feelings with her answer to the question 'would you rather kiss NM on the lips or eat a cockroach?' her answer 'cockroaches scare the crap out of me' :DD
Cockroaches are absalutly revolting. They are the most disgusting thing on this planet, and they scare me! :P
They're just sooooooooooo grosss!!!!!!
Since this one was dead, it wasn't as bad as it could be, but it still freaked me out.
I haven't had nightmares for years, but that night, guess what?! i had a nightmare about cockroaches. I stayed awake for hours.
I wish i could have used that time to make cheyenne a present, but i was to scared to get out of bed. Who knew how many cockroaches there were crawling down there on the floor?!
I realize this is kind of silly, and also rather stupid, because now anyone who reads this blog will know how to scare me, but still....
they are disgusting!!!!!
I'm getting off topic. AGAIN. *sigh* you would think i had planed this or something :P
haha, just joking ;)
I don't actually care, i like long blog posts, but i'm kinda worried that the people reading this blog will get bored and go do some better waste of their time ;D
wait..... Nevermind!
nobody really reads it anyway... cuz i just started it and so not many people know about it. haha! :D
Now..... Back to my ORIGINAL topic.....
Here are some pictures of my awesomely *clean* room, thanks to a loooong day of cleaning and an awesome photographer ;DD

That's all folks!!

Future Memories

Yesterday we watched Meet the Robinsons. Lewis invents a machine that will show you your memories you have forgotten. This leads to traveling to the future and meeting his future family. He meets himself, and after having a big adventure, goes home, gets adopted, and has his family.


The point of all these ramblings was to ask how do our memories work? If 12yo Lewis meets his Future self (i don't know who old he is.... for the sake of this post lets say hes 40 ;) , wouldn't 40yo Lewis be expecting it? I mean, he should be able to remember going to the future and meeting himself!!!
But in the movie, 40yo Lewis is surprised, but 12yo Lewis remembers it.
That just doesn't make sense to me!!!


But then, Hollywood doesn't ever make sense to me, so why am i surprised? :p
I mean, they can't even get their characters right!!!
Annabeth had BLOND hair, not brown, and Grover is NOT black!!!!
Get it right, Gosh!!! :D
I'm still upset that they didn't show Ares, or Clarissa, that they added Persephone, and that they messed up the  characters :P


I think that it's kind of obvious by now that i like to randomly go on and talk about things that have absolutly nothing to do with my original topic :D


Oh, well!
That's all i'm going to Ramble today.
<3 ya!

rANDOM RaMbLiNgS

Haha! I was really bored last night, and I was tired, so i went to bed, but stayed talking to myself for awhile.... And I started thinking how it would be good for me to blog at night, since thats when i have my weird thoughts that i share anyway. But, that could never be, since my mom turns off the coputer at night when she goes to bed. Since i am always up later than everybody, that wouldn't work.

Most of the time i don't have anything to do, but am not tired... so, i lie in bed and talk to myself.

This actually happens disturbingly often....

I must really like to talk, because i talk random thoughts and puzzles of the day to myslef at night, and ocasionally talk to my slef during the day.
i talk to my friends on the phone a lot, and i chat with them almost every time we're on the computer (which, although it's typing, counts as talking ;) and i write alot.
Lately i've also been writing in my blog a lot more too, and also in my Rando Ramblings Book.

I get off topic really easy....

the whole point of this post was to talk about my great idea of a Random Ramblings Book, but all i've been talking about is talking!

I always knew i was weird....

Anyway, back on topic...
after talking to myself about why i should blog at night, I started to think, why not just write it using Word, and then Copy and Paste later in the day. But, stupid Blogger won't let you copy and paste :p


so, I was randomly casting about for an idea when i thought of writing a Random Ramblings Book!
This way, i can write all my ramblings down when im rambling them, and then write them in Blogger later in the day :)

I know, it's a really cool idea, right?!

Well, I'll just wait and see how well it works before i say, but yes, it is a great idea :D

Well, that's all I'm writing now!

Nothing x 0 = confuzzlement!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Last night i was laying in bed, trying sorta hard to go to sleep, but failing miserably :P sooooo, i started trying to wear out my brain so i would be exsausted and finally go to sleep... weird thought, i know, but it was like eleven and i was tired and couldn't go to sleep. sooo... here are some of me very weird wonderings......

I was remembering talking to my cousin about what he was doing in school. he was doing something with imaginary numbers (Negitive one, and stuff like that ;)
That go me thinking about Zero, Nothing, and imaginary numbers...
Now i know that Nothing is not actually a number, and that therefore, Nothing canot logically be less than Zero, but imagine, just for a moment, that it actually is....

Just think of all the new equasions that the mathematitions could do, and the cool things they could come up with!
And think of what it would mean for your excuses! i mean, when you come home from school with that Zero on your English test, you can tell your parents, "well at least it's better than Nothing!!!" Haha, that was kinda lame, but still!!!
I was thinking a lot more, but i can't remember them, so lets go on to imaginary numbers....


How can you have imaginary numbers?!? Are you saying that they are not actually numbers, just figments of your imagination?!!? I would say that i don't see why we even have them, but that wouldnt' be telling the truth...... I get why we need them (its a way of measuring the space between Zero and Nothing???? ahhhhh!!!! i can't say what i was thinking!!! :P)

And why is there anything between Zero and Nothing?? is there really something less then Zero??? isn't Zero suposed to mean nothing, and Nothing mean zero??? So how can you have something thats less then nothing????
i mean, maybe there is something like energy, or something.... like what black holes are made out of... but then wouldnt' you just call it energy or whatever?? I don't get it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


My brain must not be meant for this kind of stuff....because im really confuzzuled now!!!!!!
Ah, well..... Maybe someday when Im older and know more math and stuff I'll finally get it......... maybe ;)